I will be going out this evening with my team from work to celebrate reaching my 9 months.
This is a landmark for me as last year I didn’t think I would live past the 9 months and this is now bonus time.
My next landmark is Christmas as I bought a new tree last year and the challenge was to see it up.
I really did think that this was the end as the devistation of hearing such grim news really messes with the mind.
I feel more positive now and feel I can challenge my illness.
I can remember crying as I watched my youngest son sing in his Christ tingle service in a local church last Christmas and really believing this is the last time I will see this.
Some Oncologists need to be more careful with information they give as sometimes they are wrong, this creates horrors in the mind and fear in the heart.
The first one I saw generalised my situation and thanks to info on the furry monkey website (http://www.thefurrymonkey.co.uk/) which advises that you can have a second opinion, I changed to someone else.
The Ongologist I see now is more positive and tells me how it really is. He is very honest and also tells me that tomorrow is still insight.
Here is to the next 9 months.
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