I can't forget Theo : )

I am experiencing something that I haven’t had for 10 months, Pain.

I had a lot of pain last year before my operation and it went away after about 2 litres of fluid had been removed from my left lung.
It is now making a return and I think it is because I had a slight infection about a week ago. It may be that I have built up fluid again. I will see my doctor next Monday if it gets worse as I am back to work tomorrow.

Theo (my cancer) has been very quiet and is probably wanting to be heard. It was so good to be pain free for so long and I am sure it will happen again soon. I forgot just how painful and breathless it is when Theo calls.
It gives me a reality check as I have been living my life without pain for those few months, this brings me back to what is happening to me. I will not be beaten by this disease and I hope Theo can settle down again very soon.