Another restless night

It is 3:34am and once again the insomnia has kicked in. I have so many things going through my head at the moment. My ex moves out on Thursday which means I will become a one parent family and that is something that is going to be difficult although the ex is very supportive with Kieran. I now have to get my house decorated to sell. I am worried that it won’t sell as the buying market is so slow at the moment. I just want to get settled and enjoy what I have left with my children. (I am hoping for many years ahead)
Kieran is my biggest worry as I am always thinking about how he will cope and my older 2 children will struggle with it also but they have got to an age where they are more indepedant than Kieran is. That doesn’t mean it is going to be easy for them as it isn’t. They never mention the subject and I can understand why, I find it hard at times to come to terms with it as I should not even be going through this.

I had a lovely breakfast with my friends yesterday, before I went to work. It was a good start to the day. Still no word from the Dr Callebout camp. I will ring my oncologist next week and find out what is happening.
I will have to try and get some sleep as I have to work tomorrow.