Another day

I am still upset about my cat and there is a great big space that was filled with so much love and loyalty that, one day, will be filled with the purr and fur of a new friend.
They will never replace the am azing friends we have lost but will hopefully help to heal the pain of their loss.
I am going to try and pick myself up and try hard to get back to where I was before I saw the oncologist last week.
Hearing all that news from the oncologist has made losing my friend worse. I know I have to pic myself up and get positive again.
My children are brilliant and mak e each day worth waking up to. Without them, I am not sure what I would do as I feel so miserable.
I need to turn all this negative into positive and will hopefully get back up when the ex starts to move out and we start dusting away the cobwebs built up in our lives.
We all need some sunshine in our lives now.