Back home

Well….that didn’t last long. I got to work and lasted 1 ½ hours. After listening to a customer blame the company for his missing contacts on his phone and swearing at me saying “you removed my contacts” which wouldn'r happen unless he had a sim swap or replacement. (He means “you” as the company but it just felt so personel as if he really blamed me for it).
He insisted he hadn’t and still saying “you did it” and swearing some more I had had enough.
My team are brilliant and I have other friends in there who are not on my team who are also brilliant. My Team leader was ok with me leaving and I told him I will see my GP tomorrow.

I have to get myself out of this black abyss I have fallen into and get back to seeing my future again.
I have weighed myself and I am 9 st which is not underweight for me infact (trust the onco to be right!),all the medical info about weight/height would say I am overweight as the ideal weight for me is 8st 7lbs.

I will keep myself busy by helping the ex move out, taking care of my little cat who is still very ill and looking forward to decorating my house to sell it and get my new one.

My cat and I make a great pair…we share the same sofa….the sick sofa : )